
I’ve always been fascinated and intrigued by “conditions” of the mind. Naturally I was very excited to give this book a try, but it was not what I expected, at all. That is not to say that I didn’t enjoy the book at all, I certainly did. Look Me in the Eye is the memoir of John Elder Robison, a man with, until recently, undiagnosed Asperger’s Syndrome. The story takes the reader through his rough, often lonely, childhood years up through adulthood and diagnosis. Initially, it was dispiriting to read about Robison’s numerous attempts and failures at understanding normal social interactions and creating lasting friendships. Often times I found myself uncomfortable with his descriptions of attempts at making friends, a discomfort that arose from knowing that another attempt would fail.
By midstory I found myself frustrated with the text and frankly, bored. Robison writes in great detail (several chapters worth and several references back in future chapters) about his successful career with acoustics, electronics and circuits. The enthusiasm with which he writes on these topics is nothing but honest and admirable, but to the topic-novice reader (or at least in my opinion) not enthralling. It wasn’t until I had reached the end of the book and gave it some thought that I realized that I should have expected my perceived “stall” in the story. When verbally expressing my frustration it occurred to me – why wouldn’t someone with Asperger’s logical, crisp thinking write about that which they love and know to great length?
In all, my thirst for scientific and psychological data wasn’t quenched but certainly my innate desire for anthropological voyeurism certainly was. I did enjoy the overall book and would certainly recommend it to others with the caution that it may get sluggish midway – just stick it out.